This statement describes my life always. My parents didn't believe in vaccines so I watched people "including myself" either die or "almost die" like myself from whooping cough at age 2. Then because I still didn't believe in vaccines because of conditioning from my parents my own 2 year old son got whooping cough also like me. Then, after seeing my own 2 year old son get whooping cough and almost die I decided that none of any other children I had would go through this so my two biological daughters both had vaccine to prevent whooping cough and so they never got it.
I watched many many people die in my parents church just like many people are watching many people die one by one in their churches all over the world from coronavirus and "you name it". And likely they will do what people in my church did which is to say: "They are with God now" and that was the end of it.
It never was about questioning whether science and medicine should have been involved in the process and whether these people's lives should have been saved through medical intervention. This is why you get people like Bannon saying that they should cut of Fauci's head and the head of the FBI. No thought regarding science or medical intervention is even considered.
I was always a science kind of person and my father too, but he wasn't into Medical science like doctors and hospitals because that wasn't a part of his family tradition. You only went to a hospital to set a broken arm or for stitches or to die and that's all.
So, even my father died from untreated prostate cancer at 69 when looking at all aspects of his health if he had just got it taken care of he likely would have lived to be over 100 years of age because he was such a perfect specimen physically of a man both mentally and physically.
So, I had to watch my father die when he didn't have to which was horrific. He wasn't going to listen to me or to anyone else regarding this. He went on his macrobiotic diet to cure his cancer and instead he died 5 years later instead of curing it from metastasized bone cancer which metastasized over from prostate cancer eventually.
In my own life he also said to me once: "If you don't get some religion under your belt you are going to die!" I was 14 I believe when he said this so I started to go to church 4 times a week so I wouldn't die of blunt Trauma childhood epilepsy. My father and I were always close from the time I was about 10 years old. He could be difficult at times but he also was valedictorian of his high school class and so I respected his very wide command of knowledge because of this and his inquisitiveness, even though eventually his not liking the medical community or their ideas finally killed him.
So, I had to learn how to survive myself from my father's death at my age 37 and his age 69 which was very horrific and life changing for me. My present wife has 3 degrees including a Master's degree in Business and her uncle was also a lifelong heart surgeon and so is extremely knowledgeable regarding doctors and hospitals and now she basically has kept me alive from age 50 onward by making sure I had health insurance and getting regular checkups which is the main reason I'm still alive now at 72.
But, "Truth is stranger than fiction" applies not only to medical things in my life it also applies to almost everything. God has always taken excellent care of me in that the Blunt Trauma childhood epilepsy caused by rock climbing and falling on my head also kept me out of the draft and out of the Viet Nam War and out of the military all my life too.
God has always taken care of me through his angels since I was 2 at the very least so I can share with you my experiences in various ways so you know you have an immortal soul for sure. So you know that death isn't the problem, how you live is the problem while you are alive in a human body here on earth.
By God's Grace